What are you wearing under your clothes?

There are a few reasons why I haven't really posted anything in such a long time, or why I have recently got back on here. One of them being the fact that I really don't get that much time alone right now. But the main reason, which may or may not be working out, is that I have been trying harder at my relationship. I've been trying to focus on everything but sex. Just being there for my wife, taking care of her. Making her laugh. Going out and just having a good time (which we have done a lot in the past few months). However, it hasn't really made a difference so far, I don't think. I am getting back to the point of consistently thinking about fucking around, even though I have never "cheated" before, unless you count talking to people online, or being on here - but I haven't ever met anyone in person. Yet.

I'm in my late twenties. Honestly, I am feeling more and more anxious about this. There have only been a few women that I have met that are in the 35+ age range that are truly happy and do not spend their days being pissed off or bitching about something. I truly do not want to be sexist about this, but this is honestly how I feel. Maybe it is because of the women in my family, my friends' parents, or other women that I know at that age. If that does not apply to you, please do not take offense!

With that being said, the reason is why I feel so anxious is that I feel like I'm running out of time. I only have a few more years before I get to that age. I have been waiting for about 2-3 years, working on my relationship, trying to get it to where I want it to be, physically. Progress has been extremely slow. I feel like I'm missing out - getting closer to the years that I am dreading. Have I wasted the last few years of my life by not fucking around and just having fun? I have been completely faithful, but has it been for no reason?

For those of you who don't know the story (I won't get into full detail, but send me an email if you want to know more), for the last couple of years, my wife has had absolutely no interest in sex or physical contact. I am the kind of person that is not at all comfortable with making someone do what they don't want to. My wife would have sex with me if I asked her to. But that is the whole point of this - I want her to want to have me inside of her. We've had many talks about this with no progress. Then I just let it all go - stopped focusing on sex, and decided I would pursue no more. That put us into a six month period of no sex, since I was not pursuing her at all. I finally broke that streak by fucking her a couple weeks ago. It was good, and we both got off (her a few times), but now it is back to normal. Without her pursuing me, I am constantly thinking about other women.

I keep thinking of one of Will Ferrell's lines in "Old School", when he is talking about being in a restaurant and wondering what kind of panties the waitress has on under her pants. That is totally me right now. Only my thoughts go quite further.... I start to wonder how confident she would be in the bedroom. Does she like sex as much as I do? Does she wish She could go in the back of the restaurant and fuck somewhere at that moment? Does she think about getting off as much as I do? Does she like to masturbate a lot? How dirty does she get when she's had a couple drinks?

I just want to go back to a time when I was in a relationship in which I was wanted sexually. I'm not sure how much longer I can take this. I do want to be with my wife forever, but also want to have fun. Maybe I need to find someone to secretly play with. Maybe I should have already done that, I don't know. I obviously think about it a lot.

Anybody have any ideas?

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It's been a while!

Hi everyone - Wow, it has been quite some time since I have been on here. I think I am going to get back into sharing my thoughts, but I want to include more links from here on out. Links to other pages that may turn you on - so send me any ideas that you may have, or what you have been browsing through recently. I'm always looking for something different, no matter how kinky or off the wall it may be. I plan to be able to post something at least a couple times a week, so stay tuned for more...