My First Anal

Well, I ended up not waiting until after getting home from the bar last night to have some fun. Shortly after writing my last post, I decided not to delay my gratification any longer, and I came without even touching my cock.

I started off by giving myself a close shave with a razor - my cock, balls, and behind to my ass. I didn't shave my whole ass, just the part that matters! (I can show you if you want me to). This is always such a turn on for me - when I get a chance to really take my time to give myself a nice shave all around. I got into the shower and rinsed off my cock, which kind of stung but the tingle felt good at the same time. I then placed the showerhead on the floor, pointing upward, and lowered my ass onto it to clean it off. I reached around and pulled my ass apart, opening my hole to let water spray in. This makes my cock so hard very fast.

I stepped out of the shower and dried off, and then got on all fours in front of a mirror to check out the job I did. I grabbed my computer and was going to make a video of my next moves, but could not find a way to capture what I wanted to and be in a comfortable position at the same time. I decided to just go back into the bathroom, and not make a video.

I grabbed a small vibrator that we have and the lube, and took them into the bathroom. The vibe that I used was the perfect shape. First of all, it is really skinny - about as thick as my thumb. It is a silicon toy, so it feels good against the skin (or inside you!). I think it was the perfect shape for what I was trying to accomplish - It is straight, has a very skinny rounded point at the top, then gets a little bit fatter after that, then gets skinny again. It has about 5 inches of insertable area. It has some pretty strong vibrations compared to the larger one that we have. Plus, I can't fit the larger one into my ass at all.

As I have mentioned before, I have never been able to come solely from putting something in my ass. However, I think I have been drunk or at least had a couple drinks when I tried this before. But not yesterday. I hadn't drank at all - and I hadn't masturbated for over two weeks, so I was ready to come. I took the mirror from the bedroom to the bathroom and laid it against the wall. I wanted to watch. I got down on all fours with my ass facing the mirror. I looked backwards between my legs to get a good view. My cock was about halfway hard just thinking about what I was about to try. I reached back and squeezed just a small drop of lube onto the top of my ass, and let it slowly run down to my asshole. There was a very cool sensation, and then I squirted one more drop out. This time, instead of letting it run down my ass, I grabbed my toy and dragged it along the crack of my ass, twisting it along the lube, making it moist. Without turning it on, I very slowly pushed the tip of it into my ass, a TINY bit at a time. I kept pulling it out and rubbing it against the lube to make it easier to slide in. After getting it about halfway inside of me, I turned on the vibrations. At first, this gave me a jolt and my body shook for a second. I started to really enjoy having something in my ass. With the power on, I slowly slid it in and almost out of my ass, but just the top thicker part. I carried this on for about 10 minutes, just watching my cock pulse as I eased the toy further and further into my ass. Eventually, I started inserting it as far as it could go without pushing it all the way in.

Once I got the thick part of the toy into me, my ass just kind of "grabbed" it and it slid right into me. Now that I had the thicker part of it sliding in and out of my hole, very very slowly, I was starting to feel an orgasm starting to build. But it was a very different feeling than I ever had before. I know that orgasm are always intense, but this was a feeling that was coming from a different area (by my prostate), but it was sending an overwhelming feeling throughout my ENTIRE body. The great thing about this was that I felt like I was having an orgasm over and over again, but I wasn't close to coming yet. Every time I pushed the vibe into my ass, I let it sit there for about a minute, and then pulled it out as slow as I could. As it was making its way out of the hole (i was just leaving the tip inside me), my arms barely had the strength to reach back and keep a good hold of it since I was shaking so badly. It was an incredible rush every time.

Even though it was feeling really good to keep this up, my body was starting to get frustrated. I know I have said this before, but I really don't think that I have ever wanted to cum so badly. I was doing everything i could to keep from collapsing onto the floor every time i pulled the vibe through that spot. I felt like I was having orgasms, but my cock was still so fucking hard, and literally throbbing without me even touching it once yet. I knew I was close. I knew there had to be a way to make me cum by doing this, but it just wasn't working. The vibe was already turned all the way up. After one more of those intense rushes of pleasure, I decided to try something different.

I slowly eased the vibe all of the way into my ass again. But this time, I left it in there, holding it as steady as I could. Instead of pulling it back out, I just shifted it around, leaving it on different spots inside me for a few seconds at a time. Once I hit the right angle, I knew I was going to cum. I was so excited, mentally and physically.

I held as still as possible.

My body literally starting to shake.

I started this whole thing off on all fours, but now was crouched down, on my knees, slightly leaning forward with one hand on the floor and one on the vibe, holding it steady into my shaved asshole. My head was now on the ground, looking back towards my cock. My throbbing dick was staring me right in the face. There was a feeling coming over my body that felt like I was going to really cum now, and I thought I was going to, but something else happened instead: Usually when I am masturbating, I will have a little bit of precum coming out of my cock. This time, when I felt like I was going to have an orgasm, but didn't (my body still shaking like crazy of course) a full drop of precum came out of my cock and dripped to the floor. About a minute later, another drop came out and fell to the floor. I was so frustrated! I was so excited at the same time... seeing the precum told me that it was about to happen. I didn't give up. About a minute or two later, (total time, about 30 minutes) i felt like the vibrations from my asshole moved to every inch of my body all in one swift motion, and I probably looked like I was having a seizure as I watched a shot of cum fly out of my shaking dick. I could not control myself and actually moaned pretty loudly. But that shot of cum was not all I had in me. It kept coming out. With every pulse of my dick, another shot came out and fell to the floor. I kept moaning. This was so intense. I didn't want the feeling to leave. It was so fucking addicting. I watched literally create a puddle of cum on the floor below me. I am really surprised that I held myself up long enough to not collapse into it! I held still and watched my cock drip out the last of my load, and I was frozen. Almost exhausted, I watched the size of my dick shrink back to normal as my heartbeat finally slowed down.

I felt so satisfied. I finally achieved the anally induced orgasm, and the only time I touched my cock was to wipe off the cum. I will never forget that orgasm, and will more than likely try it again today. I guess the key is being sober to allow myself to feel the reaction of my asshole to the intense movement of the vibe. I cannot wait to try this again.

And it is here!

Well, the weekend is finally here. I just got home from work and am sitting naked on my couch right now. I am going to enjoy my time alone for the next few days. To prove that I was holding out until now - I could have just stayed at home all day and started the weekend early, but I decided to actually work! Just knowing that I was coming home to an empty house was driving me wild all day long. Tonight I'm going out and getting drunk with some buddies from work, and we'll see what happens when I get home....

Up until the time I leave, I will be spending a lot of time teasing myself, taking a long shower, and who knows what else!

Anticipation of the Weekend

So I have known now for a couple weeks that I would have the house to myself for a few days, starting at the end of this week. It has been a couple weeks since I have gotten off, and it is almost all that I think about right now. I have had the opportunities (in the shower, up alone at night or in the morning, or even in the car), but have just chosen to tease myself instead. Whatever you want to call it, building up, saving up, whatever – I am absolutely ready to explode. (wow… that just gave me an idea – maybe I should get a videotape of my next cumshot and put it on here – I’m going to think about that). I just keep telling myself that waiting until this weekend when I can really just do whatever I want and enjoy myself will be worth the wait. This may sound sad or pathetic, but I cannot wait to be alone for a few days! I will be able to cum whenever I want, wherever I want to at home. I will probably spend the entire weekend naked whenever I am home. It is not like I’m a dirty naked guy walking around my place; I make sure that I’m clean, and its just comfortable and sexy to be in the nude. It has been a long time since I have been able to do that.
The anticipation for this week to end has been pretty exciting. I can’t fall asleep unless I’m exhausted, so I have been working late. I’ve pushed myself to the limit in the shower – slowly shaving my cock or balls, and then gently rubbing myself until rock hard, then stopping. I also love putting the showerhead on the floor, pointing upward, and then crouching down right on top of it, letting it spray into my ass. I rock back and forth so it barely gets to my balls, but mostly love the rush of water pushing into my asshole. Even though I have never been able to make myself cum just from having the water spraying into my ass, it still makes me rock hard almost instantly.
Yesterday I was in the car with quite a bit of driving to do. While driving, I unzipped my pants (leaving them buttoned up) and spread the opening to my fly as much as possible without ripping my pants. Sometimes I’ll go as far as pulling my cock out of the hole in the front of my boxer briefs, but not this time. That usually makes me cum pretty fast since the hole is kind of small and is really tight around the base of my cock and my balls, which feels fantastic! Instead, I spent the drive leaving my cock throbbing on the inside, making my briefs feeling tighter every second. It also feels good to use an object besides my hand or fingers to poke into the opening of my pants to rub the sides of my dick with, like the end of a marker or a pen. When my underwear gets tight enough around my cock, any movement of my briefs around it makes me even closer to cumming on myself. By the time I got to my next appointment, I had to sit in my car just relaxing thinking about anything but an orgasm for a few minutes. Then I zipped up my pants and went inside with a smile.
I’m not sure how many times anything will happen in the upcoming week, but I am literally excited for the release! By reading this, I’m sure that you know that I love talking dirty or telling stories about sexual experiences, so having someone to chat & cum with would always be fun if you’re interested. I’m on yahoo and Skype. Skype is definitely the best for video & voice chat – it is free and the video quality is very good – no delays. Obviously, having a sexy naked woman in the house with me would be the best option, but I honestly haven’t spent any time looking because I don’t think I could find one that I could trust. Also, my conscience would probably get to me. Who knows? I’ve never tried.
Since I will be able to do whatever I want to, I’m also looking for different ways to get off – I love to experiment with different ideas (I’ve tried some different things, but haven’t really come up with a favorite yet), so let me know if you can think of anything and I’ll be happy to share after I try it out!
I’m excited to hear from you.

-B